The amount of pills I'm taking. Counteracts the booze I'm drinking. And this vanity I'm breaking. Lets me live my life like this.And well I find it hard to stay. With the words you say. Oh baby let me in. Well I'll choose the life I've taken. Never mind the friends I'm making.And the beauty that I'm faking.Let's me live my life like this.And well I find it hard to stay with the words you say.Oh baby let me in.And you can cry all you want to I don't